Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Okay. Blogger is so lag!
I cant stand it. >=(.
Anyway here to say something. After much thoughts.
=D..
I have been thinking how lousy I have been.
Be it in band or council or perhaps as a friend?
For band- I been a sucky junior.
For council- I didn’t been doing those leading stuff. Infact
It was my friends who kind of led me.
As a friend- I haven’t been there for my friends when they needed me.
I totally ignored them and of course. We are drifting apart.
Sometimes. I really feel that my life is mess up.
Sometimes I feel like quitting council or band.
My feelings are very mix. I haven’t been my good old self.
I been forcing a smile on my face.
A laugh? It when my friends cheered me up.
See how has my friend been there for me?
I told these few things from a few of my friends whom I could really trust a lot. =)
I told them how lousy I felt & one of them replied me:
IF U THINK U ARE, U ARE.
& I told some of them that people has been thinking/insulting band or council. Which practically makes me fed up cause im one of them.
So here’s another person said to me:
IT DOEST MATTER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY OR THINK ABOUT BAND
OR COUNCIL. WHAT MATTER MOST IS WHAT U THINK.

These two may seem simple. But it really does work.
Blogging out it just the right way for me to express =D.

Simple it is. But it just rocks.
Trust does not come easily. Its is definitely not like love at first sight stuff.
& I want to gain trust from other people & for me to trust another people=)
Carissa