Saturday, September 30, 2006
"Promise"
What would you say if
I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to sayPlease don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)T
ake my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,Promise me...
You'll never let goYou'll never let goYou'll never let go
You'll never let goMake this last forever
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you
Five For fighting-Superman
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me
I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie'
Bout a home
I'll never see
It may sound absurd
But don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me
Up, up and away, away from me
Well it's alright
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me, inside of me
Inside of me, yeah inside of me, inside of me
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for a dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
And it's not easy…
It's not easy to be me

whee. i felt so slack today lor!
i din even study =X.
all i did was to eat. watch tv. play!
3mins time. zack & cody is on! huraay!

hello.
new blogskin.
haha. =D.
I LOVE MUSIC!

Friday, September 29, 2006

okay. i got over whatever i said bout muhaimin & sean
after some complain & stuff to FELICIA!

yay i love felicia! =X.
anyway. decide not to care & blahblahbalh to them alr.
for i know i did the kindda right thing . i guess.
but he did shout!

today. during history. was the most horrid period i have ever had!
shall go into that later on.
first thing in the morning. SIT ON THE FLOOR.
i cant find my graph paper =( its a test paper!
mr yeoh promised me to find it for me.
then had.. maths. time flies during maths lor . hahahaha.
perharps is to retain us from hearing naggings XDXD jk.
recess. 1C people conquer Popular Book SHop.
practicallyt the customers were 1Cian. COOL!
then had lit. was kindda fun lah. toktoktotk.
then had geog. class was superb noisy. trust me. u wudnt wanna be there.
HISTORY. okay. worst part of the day.
muhaimin obviously had shouted & he said he din.
omg lah. got guts to shout no guts to admit.
i wudnt have rmb this if sean came & tell me nonsense.
fuck them can? oops. just said that word.
anyway. i cant stand them no. muhaimin.
he got guts to shout. i told alot of things o sean.
& he obviously still side muhaimin. i DIN accuse him!
i shall not tok to him till everything okay. i think only the councillors & perharps
some of my friend wud understand my feelings now.
i love amanda long! she understands!
but no matter how much i tell sean, he wudnt understand.
i pretty much need jie now XD. she's the only one. who can tell me if its okay or whatever.
& i trust her! perharps some other people also.
okay HAD CHAPEL & it was a BLAST
i thank God more people appreiciate jumping & praising the Lord.
=).
then studied. & went home
oh ya. we were hanging arnd at Macs.
& the boys had a 'fight' a fake one btw.
Junyang jumped on Sk. pretty funny.
jeremy wetting his hair with cold water & u cud see him jumping up & down screaming cold.
okay. the end. byebye
'& i din accuse him'

Thursday, September 28, 2006

hello.
today nth special.
manage to study okay =D.
talking to amanda long now. =)
byebye.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

im back! samuel studying while im using the computer RIGHT INFRONT OF HIM.
hahaha. im pretty sure he very jealous XD.
samuel dont be jealous lah XD.
i forgot to post this.
during lunch. i was with jeshere. & then when she was washing her hands.
joshua loi told her "my friend like u last time. but now dont like u"
HAHAH. i think i know who the friend. comfirm his classmate one. & comfirm not sanche.
HAHAHAHA. damn funny. i was laughing @ her lah. LOL. okay. end of post.
hope samuel takes his own time to do his work XD

yay!.
im home. & i din eat my veggies during dinner.
hahaha.
first period.MUSIC.
actually. music makesme groove. btu not mr sharil kind of music.lol.
then had chinese. i never do homeork & during recess i got held back,.
oh ya. ms tan was so sweet! she wrote for us cards!
& the cards was those kind of in LIFE BOOKSHOP & PRECIOUS THOUGHTS TYTPE!
so sweet! =D. haha then had 15mins recess.it seem kindda long. haha.
then had maths. & when maths period was over & & & . the bell rang.
ms tan: class stand.
class; HUH?! SO FAST?!!
lol. then had english. im gotta return mrs koh the pen to paper.
cause my bro had it. hahahaha.
science. had another test. i pass! but mr yeoh want people to pass at least 12marks.
11! ahhh! so closeee! so i sat on d floor. hahahaha. poor meeee...
nvm. still got some other people. hahaha.
then had pw. we went to music room. & had our pw for 15mins.
haaa. then had maths whiz. really funny =D.
then stayed back. studied a little.
& zoooom. im home!

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Okay. Blogger is so lag!
I cant stand it. >=(.
Anyway here to say something. After much thoughts.
=D..
I have been thinking how lousy I have been.
Be it in band or council or perhaps as a friend?
For band- I been a sucky junior.
For council- I didn’t been doing those leading stuff. Infact
It was my friends who kind of led me.
As a friend- I haven’t been there for my friends when they needed me.
I totally ignored them and of course. We are drifting apart.
Sometimes. I really feel that my life is mess up.
Sometimes I feel like quitting council or band.
My feelings are very mix. I haven’t been my good old self.
I been forcing a smile on my face.
A laugh? It when my friends cheered me up.
See how has my friend been there for me?
I told these few things from a few of my friends whom I could really trust a lot. =)
I told them how lousy I felt & one of them replied me:
IF U THINK U ARE, U ARE.
& I told some of them that people has been thinking/insulting band or council. Which practically makes me fed up cause im one of them.
So here’s another person said to me:
IT DOEST MATTER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY OR THINK ABOUT BAND
OR COUNCIL. WHAT MATTER MOST IS WHAT U THINK.

These two may seem simple. But it really does work.
Blogging out it just the right way for me to express =D.

Simple it is. But it just rocks.
Trust does not come easily. Its is definitely not like love at first sight stuff.
& I want to gain trust from other people & for me to trust another people=)
Carissa

okay. here's paert 1 of my passion.
im gonna put my dp pic!






okay. start the day.
i practically had a great time toking to sharn & amanda long this morning before duty.
haha. *sharon. paiseh spell wrongly.
then had duty not so bad. only had one person. okay. two. just that. the sec4 kana. erm. release thanks to prelims.
soo. had art as first period. then okaty. had pe. we did warm up two times.
*okay.
then recess. then i bought the small tee! $4! everyone called siao. hahaha.
then had assembly. i really tok lots lah. i had a retarded time.
then english & science & history. & went to study.
okay. had "fun" studying. bye!
my tu-di is the LOL beng. =)

Monday, September 25, 2006

my passion =D
shall improve on it. =D.
that malay guy from Singapore Idol won.
cool?
of coz. jon leong is. not nice
okay fine.
my passion cant be shown. perharps next time.
p.s:music is my passion.
MUUAHAH

hello. =D.
today . was a laughable day.
geog. i pass my test! huraay! =). damn happy lah. even
though its not a good result. i still pass. =).
maths. i forgot to do my homework. & i was infact we was given a one day grace.
thanks ms tan! =D.
recess. how am i gonna change sucha big note?
anyway eat pork chop. & canteen duty & back to class..
literature was like free & easy after mr wee teach some stuff.
then had chiense. no chinese test! yay! it was postpone to thurs. =).
then had science. almost fell asleep. but had a test so had a sleep for 5mins.
where everyone was still doing -_-.[how slack am i?]
then had english. where this indian teacher came to relief us.
& THATS WHERE. the. ANIMAL FARM IS FORM! =D.
saw P1 pics P2 pics & P3.
we definetely were nerdy. esp when i was p3. ahh so paiseh =X.
animal farm:
farmer-ebenezer.
dog-bryan.
mouse-jeremy.
hamster-abel yeo.
pig-ME!
giraffe-ifah.
tiger-rachel.
lion-clarissa.
polar bear- tracy.
rabbit-junyang.
weird farm isnt it?
there's tiger lion & even polar bear. weird!
haha anyway. had a crappish rehersal for tml pupil led assembly.
then studied in mac. how guai rite?
i was like copying the geog notes till chp 29. -check info what chp to learn-
OMG! i studied too much XD XD.
okay then stop studying started playing.
walked to interchange.
& im home =D.
I LOVE THE ANIMAL FARM!
ebenezer had a farm.
HA HA HA HA HA!
retarded.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

i felt piss after doing science.
okay. maybe maths.
walao! i cant do lah. wth wth wth!
f*** science & chinese upside down.
my poorest subject. oh but who cares. they will be with me for the rest of my life
omg.. hey walao. i realise. im getting vulgar.
okay. perharps its stress. grreat.
okay. no more vulgarites from this lines onwards=).
anyway. singapore idol this year is not nice to me.
hmpf. hah. anyway.
i enjoyed talking to so many people online today!
okay. like..
amanda long. huilin[she log out after a while though]
ebenezer[that guy ah.]
for smsing. jeremy.
he really funny lah. copycat copydog copymouse -_-.
thats my day.
no one at home except.. my maid.
aww.

hello!
haha. okay. change my skin.
& my skin is made by amanda long <3!
anyway. i study till sian liao.
ahh. so bored.
shall study somemore later.
im really lagging behind. so far i only study like
geog & science. ahh!
=( i still have. maths homework.
chinese tesT!
AH! friday had like how manY?
om gosH!

Saturday, September 23, 2006

hello!
today was a boring day.
i studied but infront of the comp.
dasd & mom away. oh man
*dad.
exams is one week away. & mom coming back before exams.
1day before exams. AH!
finally i decided to book people. to go out after exams. hahaha.
they will be superb busy aft exam. going out & all that stuff
i was suppose to sleep in my room or the sofa i ended up sleeping in the balcony. dumb i know.
but the weather was hot & i needed wind!
anyway just watch finish High Sch Musical[again]
& the new show Hannah Montana. a great show. funny. weird.
it drive me nuts.
okay. gonna do something else now.
bye.
p.s: i just realise vanessa anne hudgens is cute in the high sch musical!
ha.

Friday, September 22, 2006

huraay! okay wasnt in the mood to blog.
till like i watched tvee?
lol. i was watching geograhical ch coz samuel lee. hmpf.
anyway. tonardoes are so common in US. oh my. sally! julianne! ahh!
hahaha. going crazy.but God will bless them=). thank God!
today had 3 test & had a pretty bad day!
i just embarass ________ & ______
OH SHITTOS. =(.
anyway mom going to philipines. =(
im so gonna feel neglected. =D.
she promise me something for my birthday which made me darn happy!=D
'FOUND LOVE BEYOND ALL REASON!
U GAVE UR LIFE UR ALL FOR ME!
& CALLED ME URS FOREVER!"
i felt weird & insulting today.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

there there.
got it =)
hahaha. helppp meeeee. ..
my very nice senior named deanna decided to help me =).
even though i made her lose in the game of chopsticks with me & karen
[p/s: she ask karen commit suicide when karen losing coz i made a bet with her which is to play chopsticks with me which i won her once! HAHA! oops just expose her XD]
nice rite? yeah. <3 her!

im homee.
how great. anyway had an okay day lah.
just that ms quah never come again ---.
after sch.
went for elearn. anyhow tikam answers. did a survey & they actually ask bout the student council.
i dont know what to reply XD.
then went for D&T. after much hard work. my tree is okay=)
then went to mac to wanna study. in the end. we ended up playing games!
those childhood games=)
haha.
I FINALLY SCAN THAT PART OF NOTES the one i posted yesterday

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

oh my gosh oh my gosh!
i actually can remembered what i studied for science on saturday!
& i actually did some score studying
& i feel weird.



whee. who can help me with this dumb thing?
doubt u all can see HAHA. anyway shall post a clearer one later.
=). this one is i use my mom hp take XD since i cant use the scanner=).
hahha.
i feel weirdd!
i just watch finish a show.
i think that trust is the most important in a relationship.
how to prove it? isnt it proven already?
=).

haha. today i was late for dutyyy.
wasnt the meeting fault though.
well a little. if it din end bout 8.25?.
i got more time to collect the score for me which tok me 5mins to find my SL.
ha. soo. i was late for duty .
ahh. that i/c of main gate guy ah. so bad one. shiva. he late also come scold us XD.
havent tell him what happen send me to send people to latecomng area. ha.
anyway had normal lessons. just that we saw ms lum 2times today. & she teach us today!okay. then ms quah never comee!
hahahahahhahaha. whee. =)=). okay. shall skip the rest. & go straight to after sch.
EXTRACTED FROM EBENEZER BLOG:
t0day had PW.so sian lor..ms lam scream and scream and scream.so sian..then went basketball.play play play den tingfeng and gang come.kacau us lor..wa lao..aND MUHAIMIN FOUND A CATden put into his bag.well basketball was fun till that happededn...sian.went to the nearest bubletea shop and guess what..the cat in muhaimin bag urined onto his bag.HAPPY NEW YEAR.MUAHAHAH!then.did some lame stuff,out side macdonalds therse a table soccer den played 2 times.AHAHAHA........then outside mac thers a badminton field.play small tiny bouncy balls.then we played pepsi cola.
the end!

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

We Always Shall Know What You Did Last Summer...
General
Name:	Carissa
Nickname(s):	forgot
Age:	13
Gender:	female
Sexual Orientation:	huh?
Birthdate:	04/10/1993
Birthplace:	singapore
Current Location:	singapore
School/Grade:	shss sec1
Heritage:	huh?
Ethnicity:	huh?
Appearance
Eye Color:	black
Hair Color:	brownblack
Hair Style:	curly
Height:	158-160
Body Type:	AB+
Braces:	nope
Glasses/Contacts:	yeah
Piercings:	yeah
Tattoos:	no
Family
Parental Marital Status:	fine
Siblings:	4
Pets:	nope
Favorites
Color:	blueblack
Season:	winter
Holiday:	sch holidays
Weather:	cold
Flower:	sunflower
Animal:	dog
Restaurant:	swensens
Type Of Food:	yummy
Drink:	cold
Alcoholic Drink:	heki something.
Candy:	alot
Tv Show/Channel:	alot
Movie:	alot
Artist/Band:	shwo & hillsongs && matchbook romance
Song:	PROMISE by matchbook romance, i believe -honey & ultimate-freakyfriday
Album:	hmmm
Radio Station:	95fm
Book:	forgot
Author:	seriously forgot
Magazine:	teenage
Quote:	oops! forgot?
Store:	those which sells nike bags & shoes & CHARLES & KELVIN. something liddat
Memory:	happy
Last
Person You Saw:	ain & rachel tan
Person You Talked To:	tengli
Person You Hugged:	someone
Person You Kissed:	forgot
Person You Called:	ebenezer
Person Who Called You:	ebenezer
Person You Texted:	muhaimin
Person You IMed:	tengli
Thing You Ate:	dinner
Thing You Drank:	ribena
Trip You Took:	630pm
This or That
Spring Or Summer:	spring
Fall Or Winter:	winter
Dog or Cat:	dog
Fish or Bird:	fish
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
Dr Pepper or Mountain Dew:	mountain dew
Chocolate Or Vanilla:	chocolate
Gold or Silver:	gold
Flowers or Candy:	candy
Hugs or Kisses:	hug
Tv or Movie:	movie
Rock or Rap:	rock
Punk or Emo:	punk
Black or White:	white
Pink or Teal:	pink
Ocean or Pool:	pool
Phone or In Person:	phone
Hot Topic or Spencer's:	huh?
In The Past Month
Drank:	yeah
Smoked:	no
Gotten In A Fight:	maybe
Told A Lie:	just
Yelled At Someone:	just
Had Sex:	no
Got Sick:	no
Stayed Home From School:	no
Been Home Alone:	yes
Stayed At Someone's House:	no
Been Out of State:	no
Been To A Show/Concert:	yes
Bought A CD:	maybe
Bought A Book:	no
In Your Room
Tv:	yes
VCR:	yes
DVD:	yes
Stereo:	yes
Computer:	no
House Phone:	yes
Posters:	yes
Pictures:	yes
Books:	yes
CDs:	yes
Stuffed Animals:	yes
Chair/Couch:	yes
Relationships
Taken or Single:	single!
Got A Crush:	yes
The Final Countdown!
10 People Who Mean A lot to You
1:::	amanda long
2:::	berlinda
3:::	sean
4:::	ebenezer
5:::	junyang
6:::	bryan
7:::	fiona
8:::	deanna
9:::	joleen
10:::	candy
9 Things You Love
1:::	God
2:::	family
3:::	friends
4:::	hp
5:::	computer
6:::	tv
7:::	my section
8:::	council
9:::	band
8 Things You Hate
1:::	my friend
2:::	her
3:::	him
4:::	satan
5:::	liars
6:::	betrayers
7:::	backstabbers
8:::	band?
7 Things You Can't Live Without
1:::	God
2:::	friends
3:::	family
4:::	hp
5:::	tv
6:::	computer
7:::	friends!
6 Things You'd Rather Be Doing
1:::	slp
2:::	eat
3:::	play
4:::	watch tv
5:::	play computer
6:::	talk
5 Of Your Favorite Stores
1:::	charles & kelvin
2:::	sembawang
3:::	U2
4:::	macdonalds
5:::	A1
4 Things You'd Take To A Deserted Island
1:::	water
2:::	hp
3:::	food
4:::	tent
3 Things You're Wearing Right Now
1:::	shirt
2:::	pants
3:::	undergarments XD
2 Goals In Life
1:::	get a better attitude
2:::	& to sleep now =)
1 Person You Miss Right Now
1:::	MY SLEEP!
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im homee.
long time ago.
anyway.. this morning was horrid.
i cant even get out of bed. i was having cramps everywhere >=(
then drew for art. vb for pe. tiring. was sleepy!
anyway recess. i heard something bout this guy
who practically go with the cousin just to get close to girls. thats what i feel.
moreover he is ___ lah! & he called the people who i was eating with bitches including me. i mean like what's his prob lah? we din even offend him! we just sit there eat eat laugh. & he called us bitches. who is he to call us that? no rights! anyway was pissed off with him. shall end later with a thing to say. ha.
hmm. then had LS, then english. then sci we drew graphs XD. then had history. then off to band. had sectionals bout 3.30? yeah. i LOVE clapping! haha. i dont know why. =). then had full band again. somehow i dont know why!
i lost my feelings for band!!! uh oh to some people. hahaha. anyway. there is always people cheering me up lah. =). hmmm. then went home straight. =)
____________________
shall end of with this!
we have no right to call other people names. unless we're joking or something. or if the person allow u to call him/her. so that guy has no right to call us bitches. if he calls us that. he just another bastard who is. bastardy? hahaha. anyway i shall not hate. =)
___
the end!

Monday, September 18, 2006

im making samuel wait for the computer
HAHAHAHAH

sch was a bore!
felt tired in EVERY LESSONS
hmm. english had a test.
MUAHAHAH. i had a great sleep!
just that it was end of sch. & din feel like slping.
then after sch. went to run arnd the sch. from lvl 1 to 4. etc. ha!
great fun. like real -_-.
so me & jingyi decided to run outside sch.
we ended up in KFC & bubbletea comes next.
crazy us! was bored.
& WE REACH BACK SCH ZUN ZUN 3pm! hahaha.
then we went play basketball
with normal people fiona, deanna, xinying, glorianne & peilin.
then it was sec1 vs sec2. just that they were short of one person.
then play play play. lauglaughlaugh. laugh play laugh play. go siao le lah.
=)=). then had a good tok bout ________ with my fave band senior deannaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
haha.
then play somemore till like 630 then
home.
told my parents i went to bring samuel to basketball.
which is true. HE CANT SHOOT A GOAL.
muahahahah! =)
i felt evil.
anyway byebye

Sunday, September 17, 2006

"for me to live is christ, and to die its gain" ephesians 1:21.
_____________
meaningful verse isnt it?
hm today. went to cathay cinema for a church service.
HOW COOL IS THAT SIA!
in the end ended up asking parents for money to buy nachos!
haha. then went home.
went to play basketball.
fun fun fun. hahaha.
then went homeee...

T0P 21 people you know
Type the first 21 people that you think of
1.:	Amanda Long
2.:	Berlinda
3.:	Amanda Ng
4.:	Sean
5.:	Candy
6.:	Ebenezer
7.:	Joleen
8.:	Junyang
9.:	Bryan
10.:	ZHiyin
11.:	Saykiat
12.:	Fiona
13.:	Deanna
14.:	Felicia Goh
15.:	Glorianne
16.:	Rachel Goh
17.:	scary senior
18.:	xinying
19.:	Karen
20.:	Ken
21.:	Tengli
First set of questions
Who is #16 to you?:	my mentor
What was your first impression of #1?:	cute & chio!
Ever had a crush on #5?:	never
How did you meet #20?:	in the same band sections
Describe #13 in 4 words.:	cute small so nice
Where is #19 from?:	singapore
Do you know any of #3's family members?:	nope
How tall is #17?:	ttaller than me
Would you go out with #7?:	as a mommy yes!
What's your best memory with #2?:	hanging out
How do you feel about #11?:	good?
How old is #8?:	13
Does #6 have your number?:	yup
Has #9 changed since you've met?:	nope
Does #15 have a job?:	supposingly no
Where is #18 from?:	singapore
When did you meet #14?:	when she misses chapel period
Is #12 a virgin?:	supposingly XD
Is #4 a good friend to you?:	YUPYUP!
Have you done anything... "X-rated" with #10?:	nope
Why is #21 last?:	hmm. she one of the lucky people
2nd set of questions
Would #8 and #13 make a good couple?:	people tell me they match very well
What about #2 and #15?:	nope
How would you react if #14 and #16 went out?:	normal. haha
Have you ever been with #4, #6, #12, #18 and #20 at the same time?:	not with 20
Do #9 and #19 hate each other?:	they dont even know each other
What about #7 and #11?:	dont think so
Are #5 and #17 friends?:	nope
What about #3 and #21?:	yea
What about #1 and #10?:	no
Last set of questions
Who's the shortest person on your list?:	deanna/junyang
The tallest?:	is either glorianne or scary senior
The most annoying?:	none
The nicest?:	all
The hottest?:	the girls
How many people on your list do you hang out with?:	hmm hang out?
Do you hate anyone on your list?:	NAH
Who's most likely to become famous?:	hmm someone there
Who's the funniest?:	fiona!
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Saturday, September 16, 2006

*sniff into the air*
ooo. i can smell curry when im inside my air con room. haha.
CURRY FOR DINNER! THATS FOR SURE!
anyway. deleted my first post of the day.
according to it. i studied my science today.
everything! see how much i concentrated?!
haha. anyway. just hanged up the phone with ebe.
HAHA! I SO CANT BELIEVE HE WENT TO WOODGROVE LAH.
haha. thats weird lor. anyway i know the reason.
he told me about the storeroom the band room.
& i din regret not going there even though the place is much bigger than our sch.
haha. then he noe something im gonna do to my ______!
haha. & & i know something too! jingyi spread one! hahaha.
i find it hard to believe.
there's alot of things that are hard to believe & we just have to accept the fact!
& after much thinking.
im gonna do something bout something which i hate. haha!
okay. shall stop here. mom driving me nuts =X.
DONT DRIVE NUTS!
psst. if u drive me nuts, i will make sure i will drive u nuts too!

"...He said to them, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the Kingdom of God belongs to such as these" Mark 10:14
" Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth. For they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks" John 4:23

Friday, September 15, 2006

whee im back from sch.
haah
morning. my class so noisy lah. >=(
oh. i learn that someone pass away
=( it always happen for this two years [last yr & this yr]
when some major exam is near, someone will pass away.
so ms tan kindda cried. =(
whee. during lit.
MR WEE ACT CUTEEEE!
a 4yr old kid. & we are auntie & uncles.
then mrs leong din come. ya. so okay. whole clas almost rejoice!
haha. then had history. muhaimin got trouble when he showed attitude to mrs mcgrath
then had chinese oral.
i screw up everything! oh my goshh.
haha. i said alot of english lor!! hahaha.
anyway. stayed back a little
then while going home. me & clarissa pei joleen take one big round
joleen so cute<3!
i love joleeen!!! as a mommy.
anyway shall end here. byebye

Thursday, September 14, 2006

now its hard for people going into my blog.
hahahaha cause i dont know why. haha.
anyway today.
first period. english.
had a test. 15mins of resting.
cool huh? one of the first to finish. who pretended to be still doing just in case mrs koh scold XD.
d&t. lagging behind. yucks. i hate cutting the plastic. haha
recess! oh my gosh! i wasted at least half of my recess chasing zhiyin coz she pinch my cheeks. but i took away her drink & gave it to her friend. haha. but i guess he gave it back to her. yucks. half a recess gone!
zhiyin u owe meee! >=(
after that was chinese.
HEY! I REALLY FLUNK MY CHINESE TEST!
10\50. not proud bout it! but im pretending to be happy. sian.
cme. yucks. she sucks so much! people laugh cnt ah?
natural leh! the whole class was laughing.
20 ways of showing respect *faints*
hey! but i finish 20 in a like 15mins before period end & i was slacking lor.
"not talking back to higher authority"
i really wish i have this respect for my seniors whom i always tok back to.
=(.
anyway maths.
drawing angles pretty sucks much! i can do it! but its takes a long time.
haizzz. anyway after that.
wanted to practice but went into band room for like 5mins!
coz the teacher dont allow us to practice.
then went to play basketball with
glorianne, peilin, xinying, jeremy rachel thia, junyang.
just nice. chia vs mitchell as in for the primary sch house.
junyanhg join chia. walao. we play till like siao.
laugh.
& I REALISE JEREMY IS CUTE LAH.
"carissa pass the ball! *jumps*"
& the way he run. pretty cute hahahahah.
then fiona came.
so seniors vs juniors.
ahh. then slowly one by one of the juniors left.
so left with me & jun. hahaha
in the end. went home
having a stomachache for the whole day!
now still having.
& this post is long coz i press alot of enters AHHA

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

oh ya.
rachael change my place.
eeeee. >=(
i wanna sit beside deanna!
not in between deanna & rachael!
evill!

hello!
im tired!!
okay. lets see. went class
blahblahblah
okay. lessons quite okay lah. haha.
chinese test. im so gonna flunk it. i had no time to complete all so i just tikam tikiam!!
in the end 5min before test end i finish it =X. hahaha.
then maths then erm dont know lah.
then had band. band had sectional;s
sectionals was fun
though kana pumping for making excuses! haha.
yucks. my playng sucks lah. haha
but think on the bright site im improving a little.
huraay!!! =)
okay i have to admit this.
i know my attitude sucks lots lah.
uim trying my best to improve.
alot of people dont want me to be like my older bro
INCLUDING my older bro.
sighhh.
okay im gonna imrpoveee.
tml im gonna go band!
hahahahaha.
okay im done here. bye!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

wheee!
im back. oo. my computer dont lag! i love it!
muahahha. anyway today. was horrid during sch hrs.
was great during band.
shall tok bout sch hrs first.
art pe etc. was okay . assembly. where my BAD DAY starts
>=( muhaimin stop showing attitude lah.
dont pretend u never tok. i been observing u ever since i gave u 2-3 warnings alr lor.
hmpff. nvm. hopefully he dont hold a grudge with me.
anyway since then my mood was horrid.
i practically ignore my class & people! hahaha.
whee.
band.
i love band.
it cheer me up!
deanna cheer me up!
the songs cheer me up!
hahaha. good thing bout band!<3!
anyway its fun.
the sec1 played quite a few times.
wrong pitching me! muahahah!
went home straight. was tired

Monday, September 11, 2006

oh ya!
thank God that my grandmom accepted God yesterday!
& we the BIG family went out to eat. poor royston din go.
& i told him the jokes etc today! hahahah.
THANK GOD!

hello. im full with BUBBLE TEA> oo. i love that=)
anyway. first day of sch term 4. time really flies. haha.
anyway. first period mrs leong. sian . boring LOL. =)
then had maths. i forgot what we did. berlinda rmb the disc for ms tan ah
she was wondering why did the cd was with berlinda. haha. then recess.
wasnt that nice with some stupid attitude bitch =). i hate her.
so dramatic. poof!. anyway. had lit. we read stories & hear stories from mr wee. haha.
then chinese. we din really get alot of scoldings. just that some people was doing the "psst" thingy
haha. was kindda irritating. then science. was okay=) i forgotten to bring my theory. ahh.. haha. then english,. had some iq test. gives me a headache. then was after schh. yay!! =).
then stayed back,
bout 4.30 left sch with ber & amanda.
then saw fiona. then we go find samuel lee & go bubble tea.
anyway. i changed duty >=( =( =(. boohoohoo. i just gotten use to it leh!
that person who is in charge of duties so evil. haha. of all duties put me at main gate. ahhh. wonder how will it be like. hopefully next year i wont be doing anymore latecoming etc. haha. if im still in council. hahaha. i wanna take care of my own class! =)=) im jealous of those two who taking care of 1C. hahahha. oops. joke.
anyway. wahh.
okay shall end this with I LOVE thingy. muahah. im beginning to treasure things. =)/people.
haha.
i love .. God!
i love my family
i love 1C!
i love band!
i love council!
i love fiona coz she my jie!
i love sean & junyang coz they are my di!
i dont really love ryan even though he's my di.
i love ebenezercoz he my kor!
i love amanda long coz she my bestiee!
i love sulynn coz she my testifight friend! & other things!
i love amanda & berlinda coz we will end up becoming ABC or 123! [Amanda[1],Berlinda[2], Carissa[3]]
i love rachel goh coz she my. mentor. & she my friend
i love felicia goh coz she so blur. & fun to argue with =X
i love szeern coz she always giving adviceee..
i love deanna coz. she fun to erm. tok to during band!
i love rachael coz. she's nice!
i love lingzhen coz she my senior & sometimes nice=)
for the rest. i love you all coz i love you all! ha!
lastly i love myself. hahaha.

aww. my computer is lagging so badly coz i dont love it.
i love my computerS. =)
hahaha. im crazy yeah!

Sunday, September 10, 2006

im back from church & i have a terrible headache haha.
anyway went to hinghwa. the pastor was damn funny. george ong. he tok very fast=) kept laughing.
here's something i learn: time is not a factor in praising God, it is about ur heart. we are to praise God anytime everytime & all the time. =).
got it from the sunday sch tingy. LOL =X.
then went to eastpoint to eat. etc. then went back to hinghwa just to collect the bass my bro wanna us to bring home. then go homeee. whee.
terrible headache. tml sch starting. oh no! ahh!

Saturday, September 09, 2006

boo! today was totally. BORING.
haha. all i did was stare @ the computer till i turn gonggong.
hahaha. anyway ran just now @ bedok reservior.. it really bring back memories when we had x-country. haha. anyway ran 3km? 1.5km walking & 1.5km jogging. haha. got blister alr =X.
anyway. kept fighting with erm samuel.
hehe.

Friday, September 08, 2006

sian. couldnt concentrate on my homework & my studying.
@ this rate im going. i wont be able to finish all the topics. OH NO!.
i din even study my scores=(. i was tempted by the computer=(=(.
sigh. i mustmust study my scores & my work tml.
putting this two things 2nd & 3rd.
& of coz not forgetting my talking with God=). whee.
sigh. with samuel arnd, quarrels are easy. HAHA.
u know what i mean.
my seniors are scary. both council & band. =X.
whee. okay i shall end here. i wanna watch tv!

my plan for today.
to study my science, complete my homework which i havent even touch it .
& study my scores. this is how much i so wanna improve.
hopefully i can do it. hahaha.
once samuel back. the quarralling starts. hahahahha

Thursday, September 07, 2006

here's a pic of wat bernadatte gave=). havent open yet. want to keep it as a memorance of bernadatte=). =D

okay. shall continue from yesterday. since some people say it was not complete haha.
okay. i shall think what shud i write bout grad nite.
during grad nite. i sat beside hulin. we were felling aslp some how.
anyway. i was sitting beside a niceeee senior called trudy! when they were giving out the cerfiticates of leadership or watever. i asked her wasts this or that. she told me. nice rite? hahaha.. then sec4 seniors give tok or dont know lah. i rmb-ed one damn clearly. but i forgot who was the person. lol. that sec4 senior said: LOVE UR SENIORS. okay very shocked. how to love my seniors? hahaha. anyway. we gave bernadatte a grp hug.
whee. i love bernadatte. the first senior i saw in french horn. hahaha. i still can rmb what happen on that day when i join the section. infact i can rmb everything when i was in the section. gosh. it must have been stuck in my head. hahaha. anyway. thats what happen during the grad nite. sleepyyy.

THANKS BERNADATTE FOR EVERYTHING U HAVE DONE FOR US FOR THE PAST HALF YEAR! LOVE U LOTS

me & ebe.
me & samuel
me & two very shy boys.jeremy[red] & samuel[green]
me, deanna & rachael. i felt short.
me & rachael
me & lingzhen.
weird smile i had. anyway. proudly present to u.. french horn JUNIORS! <3

haha. im feeling high. some of my stress is gone.
today! grad night. woohoo i love it. hahah.
a number of seniors told our grp not to give up yet=)
hahaha. anyway.
lets start from morning.
woke up. people calling me. oh. my phone is down btw. only can receive sms & calls. =(.. so dont mind me if i din reply u. hahaha.
okay. lets carry on. so had band.
the sec3s were busy. so there were only like sec1 & sec2s & a few sec4s NA. so yup then playyy.. the some sec2s have to play some part of Concert Band Clinic ALONE. deanna unlucky 2nd one. haha. she said she play all wrong tune. anyway nvm. then went to get change. was really pissed off with my grp. haha but it all was okay in the end. we did okay lah. not very good. not very bad. haha. okay. so saw the rest of the performances. i like the sec2s one. funny like siao. sec3 one too! haha! then had picture taking. well. shall upload later+).
hahaha. my hp camera sucks though. dont blame XD..
now. what am i suppose to do? yeah. end this post & post the pictures
hahaha

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

hey! my cousin is @ my house.
bennett =) haha. walao eh. he keep banging me. coz we are sitting on the rolling chair. hahahaha=)..
my band seniors aint nice =( boohoohoo. they so bad.
bad=(=(. boohoohoo. except for some!=)

p.s:i love sectionals. muahaha

hahaha. shall post with a hahaha as a starting. well. im bored now. haha. =).
well. no vulgarites for this post *twist fingers* XD.. muahaha.
anyway. today. went sch bright & early yeah. rite. more like cloudy & rainy.. hahaha.. anyway. whatever it is. reached school @ 7.50++. sister send me to sch but when we left the hse. it was 745 -_-. hahahah.. then surprisingly no drills. hahaha i hate drills. hahahaha..
then had band. whee whee whee. -_-. hahaha. okay. band was shiok. if u really believe. i was hungry & tired. =(. din eat breakfast. boohoohooooo. saddd. then playplayplay. i can go heaven le. hahahahah. play till wanna fall aslp. listen till wanna fall aslp. too bad. im tired. someone really nice woke me up @ 6++AM.
go to heaven lah that person >=(. people need slp leh! u dont need my business? hahah. scali my mother. LOL. whoops. anyway. had SECTIONALS
see that BIG & UNDERLINED word? hahaha. I LOVE sectionals. see that LOVE thingy there. yeahh =). coz it when i really can slack =)... joking. coz its where. i can. erm practice? hahaha=). la la la la la la LA[in tune of the first 2-3 bars of heroic saga.] hahahahahaha. cant reach! =(
the rest can. i feel lousy.. not a good feeling but must look happy. hahahahah.
hmm. then went back to band room. & play play play. then go down canteen practice a little for grad nite. & went mac. firstly went with jean & siti & jun & ebe & cogels & jeremy. then i went with ain & rachel.t. hahaha. fickle minded me. what can u do bout it >=).?!?! anyway went home in the end. that the point of it ya?
hahahahaha..
let me put something nice bout some people
forget it. i dun think of anyone.

Monday, September 04, 2006

hello! my 200th post=)..
so i shall make this long. sorry people+) special post. my 2nd century post +)
hmm. let see..
today. ebe bryan & berlinda came my house to "study" yeah.. so we play computer instead. the girls shared one. the boys shared one. that was for half an hour. haahaha. then my cousin came & the boys started to get addicted to the PS2. i played the game. was kindda fun. i kept ramming over people till i got busted. XD hmm.. learn from rachael for the circle of fifths. ebe wanted to. but he got distracted. he wanted to ask rachael to teach over again but she doesnt want.HAHAH. & she keep calling him enegiser. which i laugh like mad=). cause it was really really. funny. then ebe left first. then bryan then berlinda stayed @ eat at my hse.. then she left just now. sigh. im alone @ home with my maid. which means peace. hahaha.. ahhh. im bored to death
toking to sally now. tml she's starting school.. aww. which means julianne starting school tml. HAHAHA. how sad.. i miss her. =(.
well. better not talk bout sad things.
im watching emperor new groove. its damn funny. the kitten is damn cute even though is evil.. AHH! i miss my chinese show=( got to wait till saturday then can watch. from 9 - 12-1++ wow! imagine how long do i sit infront of the tv?
sigh. tml gotta go sch myself. parents not singapore. bad thing. + limited amount of money. bad thing. & no transportation. bad thing. no money to buy my new shoes. bad thing. good thing. i can go out without asking them! but must tell the people @ home=)..haha samuel in malaysia too! =)=). peace!
hahaha. this post is looong.
well. im gonna testi fight with. no other than my testi friend call
CHONG SU LYNN!
i love her much=) coz we think the same things. muahahah+)
friendster. here i comee=)

Promise-MatchBook Romance
What would you say if
I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)
Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you


___________________________
shall post ltr =D

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Honey-I believe
They said you wouldn't make it so far a a
And ever since they've said it its been hard
But never mind that night'cha had to cry
Cause you had never let it go inside
You worked real hard and you know exactly what you want and need so believe
And you can never give up
You can reach your goalsJust talk to your soul and say
[Chorus:]
I believe i can
I believe i will
I believe i know my dreams are real
I believe i'll chant
I believe i'll dance
I believe i'll grow real soon and
That is what i do believe
Your fools are just's singing, your soul aha
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine leave all of your cares and stress behind
Just let it go
Let the music flow inside again the pain
It just start to believe[Chorus]
[Rap passage]At third my yet what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all my hopes and dreams I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me
I won't give up, i'll keep it up
Looking to the sky
I will achieve on my knees
I will always believe[2x chorus]

something to rejoice bout.
parents going to malaysia with samuel.
peace in the house! =).
this whole week. its gonna be funnn =) hopefully.
bonding with my class again.

ahh. there's something terribly wrong with my computer.
anyway. lets start on friday!
friday: went to watch MONSTER HOUSE with berlinda, bryan, sk & amanda. nice fun! then later we went eastpoint to buy shoes? in the end cnt find anything that i like. so we went to play badminton near bryan's house then sk berlinda & bryan came my house then bryan & sk went home. then berlinda stayed longer. then she went homeee.. hahha.
saturday: berlinda came over to my house first. then we went to meet amanda & chengyong .then went there. the topic tat day was erm boring. hahahah. =D=D. then went to whitesands & then TM. me & berlinda bought baby shoes XD XD. she took right i took left. then went homeeee .berlinda always reaching home earlier than me!>=( then had conference with berlinda bryan & ebe.
we tok all different things.
sunday: went church came home. hahaha.

im so gonna be bored this week. or maybe not=) i so wanna bond with my section in band & the sec1 councillors & my class! getting bonded is fun=) someone! extend the holidays! =). im going sentosa this week! huraay! wanted to ask the sec1 council to go. but sadly. i din. perharps end of year. some people promise me already! =) wheeeeee. im bored. byebye

Friday, September 01, 2006

pokeee ms tan. rare chance leh!
we dont know how to become ah lians. hahah
us & sexy ms tan XD
1C! we rawk XD